26/05/2011

breakfast:
can of coke zero - 1 cal
lunch:
apple - 53 cals
dinner:
home made fruit salad - 336 cals

total: 390 cals
cals burnt: 640 cals.

sophie - eleanor mcevoy

sophie cannot finish her dinner, says she’s eatin’ enough. sophie’s tryin’ to make herself thinner, says she’s eatin’ too much. and her brother says, you’re joking, and her mother’s heart is broken. sophie has a hard time copin’. and, besides, sophie’s hopin’

she can be like all the other girls. be just like all the other girls. livin’ in an ordinary world, just to fit in, in the ordinary world, just to fit in like an ordinary girl.
  

sophie’s losin’ weight by the minute, how did things get this bad?  sophie’s family don’t understand it, gave her all that they had. and her sister won’t stop cryin’ 'cause her father says she’s dyin’. sophie says she’s really tryin’. problem is, sophie’s lying. 

she can be like all the other girls. be just like all the other girls. livin’ in an ordinary world, just to fit in, in the ordinary world, just to fit in like an ordinary girl.

how did she get this way? how did she get this way? through tryin’ to hide it. what does it take to say, what does it take to say she’s dying, sophie’s dying. 

thin commandments

If you aren't thin, you aren't attractive.

Being thin is more important than being healthy.

You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.

Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.

Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing oneself afterwards.

Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.

What the scale says is the most important thing.

Losing weight is good/ gaining weight is bad.

You can never be too thin.

Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and success